IT’S BEEN A BUSY TIME
Last week I came back from my one month trip through America and had a blast. It felt like I had to do this all along. The best thing that ever happened to me. But, I knew that once I got home, I still don’t have a job. The other problem is that it’s too insecure to do internships or just start my own company without clients. The funny thing is that I still believe that there’s someone out there that believes just the way I do and wants to give me a chance. But here’s the thing. I’m not alone. I have a family (well, my spouse) and a mortgage and we need security. Don’t get me wrong, I had my chance of searching and trying but now it’s a whole other story.
HONESTY GOES A LONG WAY, RIGHT?
So let’s be really honest here. I’m unemployed, I get a little bit of money from UWV because I have worked for several years but it’s really not enough to pay the bills. And now after 3 months, it will be shortened from 90% to 70%. So basically: I’m fucked. After my second really good job interview, they told me that I’m a real enthusiast, have big dreams and will go a long way (just not at their company). Should I be less enthusiastic? That little voice inside of me tells me that he or she is out there, to help me, to give me a chance and help me with a job that suits me and the company.
BELIEVE IN ME
I want to inspire, be a driving force for everyone that needs it. But for me to do that, I still need to pay my bills (If I was a rich girl). So instead of my over-exhausted-job-application-letters (which I will still send until I have a job), this is my cry out so to speak of finding that someone that believes in me just the way I do.
WELL, WHAT IS YOUR STRENGTH THAN?
I can do anything that’s creative. As long as I can be creative about it, I’ll kick ass, I promise. Graphic Design, Online Design, Social Media, Writing, Photography, Traveling. Tell me to do something creative and I will DELIVER!
I KNOW YOU’RE OUT THERE!
Am I just crazy (duh!) and am I absolutely doing this the wrong way? Let me know what you think or bring me in contact with the person that you think can give me the opportunity to shine! I know you’re out there!